Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Love is such a good thing...

Even though I was feeling sleepy and stayed downstairs most of the night, around 1am I scratched to be let in the bedroom. Mommy picked me up, and cat-a-vater-ed me to the bed. I then lay in Mommy's arms, between her and Daddy, for about 20 minutes. I let mom pet and snuggle and kiss me the whole time, and I purred like crazy. I'm not much of a snuggler, I don't usually tolerate it more than a minute or two at a time. I think we both felt a lot better after saying all those "I love you's " to each other.

Please note, I'm still able to do the stairs well enough mom is not yet worried about me falling and hurting myself. As my disease progresses, she will probably restrict me from going up the stairs, but right now she wants to give me as much freedom as possible.

I'm still eating well. Mom thinks it such a cruel irony...she's been used to worrying about my food intake all this time with the chemo, and now I'm sicker than ever and I'm eating like crazy. But I'm still happy, and I'm not in any pain. My legs just don't work very well. The wobbling seems to have gotten a tiny bit worse overnight, so it seems that the chemo I had will not be taking care of it. If we make it til Tuesday mommy can have them try the other chemo, but she's not sure she wants to put me through it yet.We've had three months of remission to make all kinds of good memories. Mom Dad and I wouldn't trade those memories for the world! And we've made all these friends on the blogosphere.

Love,
Texas and his beans

20 comments:

Sabrina, Sam and Simon said...

Ohhhh Texas, we are all sitting here with really leaky eyes, because we want so much for you to get better. We can't deal with the fact that you might be leaving for the Bridge, and we don't know what else to say right now except that we love you so very, very much, and that we will purr and purray for a miracle ...
Many hugs, purrs and headbutts,
Sabrina, Sam, Simon and Momma Jan

Alasandra said...

We love you Texas, we haven't given up on a miracle. We will keep purring for you..............Socks, Scylla & Charybdis (purrs & hugs)

Criz Lai said...

You need lots of purrs and prayers from all of us here. We get Daddy to light a special candle for you to get better and stronger soon. Stay strong Texas! Remember.. you are still a great fighter!

Lots of hugs and kisses,
The J Kitties
http://crizcats.blogspot.com/

Freya's Staff said...

You're such a beautiful cat, just make sure you take all the snuggles and pets and kisses you can get!

Be strong Texas, and enjoy all the love.

xx
Freya and her staff

Team Tabby said...

That is a wonderful famby pikshure, Texas. We are purring for you.

Mindy & Moe

Cat-a-holic, Laila and Minchie said...

We love you Texas!

(((HUGS)))

Laila and Minchie

Kaz's Cats said...

Big purrs and purrayers to you and your family, little Texas,

love and hugs

Gypsy & Tasha & Kaz (Mum)

Kaze, Latte, & Chase said...

Oh Texas we're purring so hard for you to feel better. Keep on fighting!

Kaze

aerzebet said...

I'm glad to hear you were being Mr. Snuggles last night. You made mom very happy!

I miss you buddy. I hope to see you again soon.

Love, Mommy C

The Taylor CatSSSSS said...

We love you Texas and we are sending lots of purrs to you!

HotMBC said...

We luvs yoo too Texas! We hopes yore wobblies go away. We's purrrin and purrin and purrayerin lots for yoo to feel better!
PURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS!
Alla Us Hotties

Junior said...

Sweet Texas.....it seems like you are trying to rally a bit and we purr that you will be able to rally alot! That is good that you have snuggled good with your Mom and Dad...they love you so much.....and so do we!

The Island Cats said...

Texas, we so much wish there was something we could do to make you better! You are being so strong through all of this!

We are purraying really hard that you will get through this! Please know that we all love you!!

Wally, Ernie & Zoey

PB 'n J said...

Oh Texas, what a wonderful gift for you and your Mommy - she will treasure those minutes forever. We're still all leaky eyed here, but we are purring our hardest for you.

Purrs and hugs,
Pearl, Bert, Jake and Mommy

Castle said...

Many leaking eyes in the YooKay!

oh Texie...Stormie had wobbly legs too, but she also refused to eat in her last few days of life which just added to the problem. she was wobbling cos she was weak as well.

we are going to light the candles next to Stormie tonight in your honour (there is a pic on Stormie's blog of where she now sits, with a candle either side of her). we will send you some positive thoughts and much love to see you through this very sad and difficult time...x

Cheysuli and gemini said...

Oh Texas, we will purr for you. Our Georgia has had a brain tumor and has wobbled for the last several years (although if you tell your vet what it is they say there is only 3 to 6 months survival rate!). See what good purring can do?! I think you will make it much longer because we are all purring hard.

The Meezers said...

oh Texas, mommy is leaking really bad. we love you very much and are really glad you are not in pain. the wobbly might get better, and at least you can still do the stairs. one day at a time Texas. you never know what's around the corner, so just enjoy each other.

Mickey said...

Texas,we will send you purrs so can live your best life as long as possible.
((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))

Purrs Mickey,Georgia & Tillie

Whicky Wuudler said...

You and your Mommie and Daddy just bathe in all the love you have between you and for each other and from every cat and bean here. It's the best medicine there is.

Sending purrs and hugs xx

Colby and Cheddar said...

Texas, dat is a furry nice thing you did, snuggling wif your Mom! You is a furry strong kitteh and if anyone could beat this stuff, it's you, and sometimes it's hard on Moms to see their kittehs sick, too. So going and snuggling up with your Mom even when you are feeling so sick is furry thoughtful of you.